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[16 Sep 2007|06:03pm] |
despite how much i go "aw ffs i've got work tomorrow" i really do love my job, and everyone in it.
moynagh, leanne, grant, billy, davie, paul, kenny, craig etc. what a buzz. it's weird how much new pals like them have my back n all that n will look out for me, confide in me n all that, after known me just over a month. :) i love it to bits man. weird to think that i'm begining to be closer to that lot than some of my pals that have been about for years.
yesterday. was scunnerin aha.
i got shouted at by a wee guy who wouldn't trust me, rangers lost 4-2, celtic won 5-0 and celtic are now top a the league and chantin "we shall, we shall not be moved" when they weren't even offically there yet ahaha.
aw man. n gary lindsay. fs. daein my nut in! aha.
love him anyway.
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[07 Sep 2007|09:39pm] |
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oh dear (N) aha.
right then. lets catch up.
i got a job wi rock steady :D aha. security at footy and gigs. ;] what a fuckin buzz man. and moynagh started the week after me. i get to just stand there having a banter wi moynagh, grant, leanne and paul, then watch the rangers/celtic/scotland games and i worked at the rhcp concert at hampden.
fuckin moynagh, mark, shorty, adam kenny etc. soooo good man. i fuckin love my job. :)
eh 6th year is as sound as a ound (Y) private wi neil, james n gary mac. awwww sooouunnnd. glover chasin gary round the dinner hall wi Benny Hill playin ahaha. yass.
went to a few wee parties here n there since i last updated obv aha. ehhh.
michael turned 17! and he had a bbq at his. was soooo funny. best night in ages. pure conked out on the couch n i was slappin gary. AHA! watch the hills have eyes and saw 3 in a row :|:| never shat it soo much in all my life aha.
then i turned 17 :D and jack had a wee thing on the night of my birthday :) x i had a wee greet a lot of the night (N) scunnert but it was such a great night :)
youngy's was stunnin. me, rach, leanne, mel, ross, gary, mic, chuck, maneely n aw the rest havin a great time man. bball n aww that aha.
mics was a banter n a half. Gary pure "i'm the banana man fs!" n then after when i got home i wis locked out (N) aha scunnert so walked back up to moynaghs at like 3am. n she took me in made me coffee etc <3 love that girl.
gary's shindig was a quite one. he papped everyone but me, moynagh, rach n micky out aha. but we left at 12 n micky went home. me rach n min went to the park at the rugby pitch aha. what a banter. then we went about cathcart/merrylee/hillpark bumpin stuff. "karate lessons bbz" loooooool.
eh organised mhairead a wee thing for her birthday :) was lovely. went to dimaggios and had dinner. :)
so aye. s'what i've been doin :) heavy bored yeez all now.
n i'm now closer to matt n gary l than i have been probably ever. :) aha s'well sound. and gary innes' shinty team is in the finals this month (Y) how sound.
i love my girls. my lads. n everything. :):)
i'm sooooo happy :) xxxxx
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[22 Apr 2007|08:16pm] |
saturday was great. :) mhairead wasn't there though :(, n i missed her loads n it woulda been EVEN better if she had been there.
me n moynagh went stoatin about town, got ragin at someone. by the by, how can't ye be fucked to come into town, n come to the cinema like YOU wanted to, but ye can be fucked enough to go out at night n spend money ye don't have? souuunnddd. met jack n gary. went to the bank then shoppinnngggg. was great fun. :):)
then we just sat in cafe nero taking pictures & videos. :)
moynagh's comin up tomorrrroowww :)
why are you being so desperate? :S pure "talk to me" "please talk to me :(" "somebody talk to me" i honestly hate when people do that on myspace. wid ye walk about the town or where ye live pure "someone talk to me!" it's gay. you always do that when yer not centre of attention. s'a fucking joke!
gary says i cause nonsense! LOL. acht miss that "dude" ;]
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[26 Mar 2007|11:09pm] |
you've changed so much since she was on the scene.
you confided in me with EVERYTHING. nearly every part of your life. and now i'm being ignored? i don't get it. i thought i knew you. i thought i could trust you. and you've let me down a SECOND TIME?! you promised you'd never do that again - guess what smart arse?! aha. as yer wee pal said "that wis wide as fuck". why are ye bloody doing it? it was YOU that wanted us to stay best pals after everything. :| you that said you were "extremly sorry" for what happened. what's ignoring me doing? is it solving anything?! noooooo. aw mannnn. :( i honestly, just want to know why. i don't know if i care anymore. well that's a lie, i obviously care. but i really want to know why? that's what's doing my head in the most.
offt.
i'm picking up at school. and i have the most amazing friends. that's pretty much the good points in my life just now.
after falling out with my mum and leaving, i realised who's special. and who'll always be there for me. and people who i didn't even think would care, showed that they did. mhairead was amazing. she calmed me down practically everynight, offered me to stay with her til i was ok again, even wee kevin offered me a caravan aha :):)
it really did make me realise. x
my weekends have been purrrreee hectic.
friday last week was tommy & justin's doo. :) sistin in tommy's. out at spar. the banter. acht wis great. and friday there for jack, ellie & carolynne's birthdays. s'been a reet laugh. :)
n that cow. better shut up man honestly. n gee it a rest. i'm not in the mood for her anymore - no one is.
mic's a jake. :) aha.
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[25 Feb 2007|06:33pm] |
jt's on.
can't beat it :)
i haven't updated in agess man.
so much has change ;
i failed my prelims. well, to be fair, english wasn't our fault. and apparetly like 8 our of 90 higher candidates passed. :| failed physics & maths - my own fault though. n a B and 3 C's in gaelic.
and the past week, i've worked my butt off, and it's paid off really well, which just shows i can do it.
2 people are really getting on my nerves, and they know who they are.
i've had enough of the stupidity.
them thinking they're big grown ups when really they're acting like kids.
i've got some money to my name now. which tbh is a relief.
i'm spending less and less time on the computer ; which is a good thing as well. myspace is shit. :| yet no one realises it aha.
"OMG SHE PAPPED ME DOON HER TOP PALS FS !"
who cares? really.
i'm working more, and seeing more people. i'm happy with that.
i really need to bump up my contract on my phone...
i love mhairead. with all my heart.
she's the one best friend, apart from rachel bloody thomson :), that has stuck by me for years now. we've never let each other down, we've never fought about stupid stuff - infact, we've neve really fought about anything. :) and that's in 2 and a half years ! i'll have her anyday. she's my wee star. one of the people i can trust with my life. x
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i really can't be bothered with school today.(N) i actually wish i had some motivation. even just a little would make me happy. but because i don't like double english on a monday, i don't go in til 4th. poor show. and i've got to "sort my life out" with my guidance teacher when i go back. because i don't think school's helping anything in the slightest. college spose. but it would help if i actually knew what i wanted to do with my life. have a plan. something. anything. but nope.
had a good banter with mhairead last night. she calmed me down, told me everything was gonna be ok & what do to for the best. and she was right, as always. i love that girl i really do. no clue what i'd do without her. wee lisa too. she helped me a beast.
i wish he'd listen to me. i really do. :(
mr howard's funeral today. :( hope siobhan & lynn are alreet.
he was a beltor of a man. RIP. x
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i actually have thee best friends ever.
mhairead, audrey, jack, mia, chrisey, wee lisa, caly, nicolalala, stuart gee, stuart
they're all so amazing.
reading old msgs was a beltor :)
showed he wasn't spoutin shite.
uuuuggghhhhh. phonecall from mhairead tonight confused me a beast :(
spoke to gordo & jamie too ! that was a belotr :)
i don't know what to do about it though.
spose only he can tell me.
i'm not running after him.
he got us into this mess.
aw ffs. why can't he just be independent.
asnbduibfygbi
i actually love my girls <3
nothing compares to them. x
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not updated in agggeessss. :)
i've been pretty happy :) it feels good.
i feel like i have the most amazing people ever in my life - i wouldn't change them for anything.
stuff has happened, where i've found out who my real friends are. and that probably helped me to feel as happy as i do.
:)
thursdayy went to odr. they were stunning, as always ;]
met mia & bekki before it. got happy mealz.
stood in the rain for agggesss. and had some drunk guy from euro hostel giggling near us :/ haha. strannnggeee.
hiyaz video of CN vs JP & john in the pit.
me & emma's favourite song aye (Y)
love that girl. she's a beltor :) pure going down the stairs "STEEEPH ! MIAAA ! OMG HIIIII !!!!"
woah. the burd's a beltor.
saturdayy. townnn. AUDREY WAS BACK ! <3 missed her a beast.
went about town. got jackkk.
went and seen everyone sinnnggg :) haha. lolzorz bbz. was soo funny to see all of them singing.
then bloomy walked me to borders.
boay's a beltor so he is.
pure sittin doon with 12 yr olds. aw naw :|
lazy day todayyy :)
best msgs with caly :) <3
i love that boay so much.
sorted out xmas presents already !
i feel pretty organised this christmas. haha. s'great.
can safely say chrisey's the easiest to buy for - ribena & fags :)
i should really sleep. NAB tomorrow :/
but i'm not tired in the slightest.
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aw here. didn't go in til 3rd period :)
drammmaaa. crucible was good.
maths was a banter :)
sat beside lord iain glasgow x
what a banterrrr. he's a beltor <3
love him.
lunnccchhh in gaelic :) doing drama work.
aarrgghh. some people are annoying man. hahah.
FIRE ALARM !
was shite. coz it was windy. and rainy. and on red ash :(
me, julie and mhairi kept screaming.
lynda was laughing. and bloomie was shoutingggg.
fsss.
haha :)
engliiisshh was funny :) wee banter with rory. haha.
then me n rachel talked all the way through pygmalion/my fair lady.
<3
then rory hurt my mouth
then bloomie bought me a sweetie for it :']
maaaatthhhss.
report carddd :/
homeee :):)
i'm in a well good mood ! :)
xxxxxx
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[15 Nov 2006|10:30pm] |
offt. things have been crazyy.
stornoway.
was a giggle :) not going to sleep til at least 3am both nights.
and having a few gaelic debates shoved in the middle ;]
taste of chaos.
wasn't as good as last year. i think everyone had a bit of drama that night tbh :/ i think every girl had a wee greet and a rage and every boay had a wee moan about something.
:/
was a good day before and after that though hahah.
school. been kinda stupid.
everyone's been in my face.
if they spent less time in my face, and more time just leaving me to get on with stuff and catch up with work, they might see i'd get more done and achieve more. but no.
ach. i'm catching up well now though :)
leisure today was amazing :)
pictures, videos, music and massage for Children In Need :)
was a reet banter.
tomorrrrowww if audrey's still coming out :) should be amazing.
and satttuurrrddaaayy. BORAT ! :)
i love my girls ♥
xxx
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fridayyyyyyy was good. :)
school was a beltor.
then went into townnn. met mia :) went to mcdonaldsss. got a beastin toy. then the husband turned up. big pigeon mann.
then walked aboot for ages. then went to odr.
pure oot in the cold fs. but met louise :) she's amazin that yin.
had a good wee night.
yesterday was amazing. :)
went to see the grudge 2 with mhairead & audrey tipsy. :)
i kept screaming :(
state hahah.
today. it's only like half 1 or something. and i'm pure motivated.
done 2 essays already. 1 more to go. :)
weeeee.
:):)
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[24 Oct 2006|10:19pm] |
was good seeing tina :) seen as how i never do.
but i saw her 2 days running.
was a beast. :)
school's shite already. i have actually no motivation this week.
hair cut on saturday. at michaelle's. :)
i hate this feeling
so much.
you told me how you felt.
yet ye've done this?
sounnnnddd.
jack said something good the day ;
why do u still care for him, defend him, and luv him if he treats u like shit?
good fucking point.
fs.
i need ;
to see mhairead, audrey and mia.
a banter with jack.
the cup of tea my mum is making me. :)
toc to come faster.
a night out.
to see steven :(
xo.
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[12 Oct 2006|08:02pm] |
aw here town after school. sean got me in. what a fanny he is.
he's going on the american exchange.
"sean plz don't die tomorrow :("
"aucht don't worry i won't"
"but here, yer heavy gonna die :| friday the 13th n aw that"
"steph. ye just wanted me no to die... shut it"
haha
sound.
got into town. met mia.
went to the toilets, and Laura was crying :(
BOYS ARE SHITE ! >:[
went walkies. took her to primark. bought a scarf haha. for nae reason.
met chrisey + kev.
had a banter ootside with connell when chrisey had a fag.
walked aboot actual ages.
being fannies.
chrisey found the shoes, and phone he wants.
then some guy, was heavy bokin' everywhere. aeee.
then they got me to my bus.
seen my sister ! <3
& now mia's just text me saying she made them miss their trains.
ahhh good yin.
aw here. mad steven phoning me when i wis at the bus stop <3 no heard from him in yonks.
xo
aw here. how can ye make a door laugh?
tickle it's knob. :]
heavy no a 6 year old's joke. >:[
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[11 Oct 2006|08:51pm] |
i hate being ill. :(
head's thumping.
going to my bed.
SENIOR PHOTO today.
was beastin.
i hate falling behind on work. and i left my folder at papas. not a good idea.
sodinfoudbg.
english NAB was easy. :]
drama NAB tomorrow.
hmmmmmm.
xo
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yesterday was filled with so many good & bad points.
went into town met Lisa. :] then audrey & jamie. then mhairead. :]
actual beastin wee day.
came home early. & my mammy wisny wellll :( so i looked after her a bit. papped some dvd's on. :]
came on msn. had a good wee banter with some people. :]
then i was told something. and everything just...went bad.
i've actually not lost so much respect as i have for they two.
they're shocking. & disgusting.
yet i have to see them nearly everyday.
:/
got a good pal back though. :]]]
& chrisey playing cupid hahahah. aw naw.
then jason came up. wrecked my fuckin house to fuck :(
and it was me left cleaning it up. bloody typical.
i miss mia. :(((
heavy need to see her before the weekend.
xxx
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[04 Oct 2006|10:58pm] |
school today was half good & half bad.
was really weird :/
i pure fell out with jack at break :( and we didn't make up til tonight. on myspace. jesusssss.
lol.
but aye, pure got stabbed in english with a pencil. "aw soz steph didny mean it" david's a fannnnnyy.
tehn at leisure. i was pure.. stoatin' about from drama & music with a big dress on.
determined i'm marrying liam, justin, craig and josh in that dress haha.
gosh.
justin & josh sound, and should have, their own wee tv show.
like keenan & kel... but not.
aye. then jason came up. gaev it a bit of the old emmerdale banter then left. haha.
i saw a picture of me from p2 today.
fabulous. :]
Happy Birthday Rachell ! <3
xo!
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oh, i'm two faced? yet i've seen the comment you sent that started the whole stupit thing?
then you denied you'd even said it to me?
aye sounnnnnnnd.
aw here at the texts tonightyy. :] hah.
i'm heavy cold. :/
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aw here. best weekend in actual ages. :]
went into town and the likes. met mhairead & stuart.
then we aw went to git booze. but stuart made me n him lose everyone coz he wanted to git money for the 'bucky fund'. so me n him heavy wandered about for hours.
met audrey! :]]]<3 bpf. ily
got mia. had a banter with some german guy.
then got a taxxiii up to the gig.
pure heavy amazing like the hour and a half before we got in.
heavy out in the back street. falling about, drinking more, holding stuart up while he pee-ed, mhairead so steamin telling me how much she loved me, the pictures, stuart drinking the ribena n vodka, n spittin it right back out again, n screamin "stay the fuck down!"
hah. beltorrrr.
had to hold him up pure, the whole gig.
and people in the pub were heavy sound.
billy n his sister n aw that. ;]
CONNELL text me n phoned me n then came. yaldiii.
missed him so muchhh.
stood spoke to paddy for heavy ages.
;]
MIA ! - PARRY ;]]
aye
then stuarty geeee got my drink. :]
love that boy.
pure partied and slagged the two skanks aw night.
actual best night.
with 4 of the best people in the world.
mhairead, mia, stuart n connell. :]
came back to mine. with mhairead. had a banter. drank some irn bru, ate some jaffa cakes n waffles n fell asleep mid conversation.
i love her.
xxxx
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not updated in soo long.
saturday was good. :]
heavy weird without hannah. like proper weird.
not right at all.
but stuart threatened rehmannn.
offt. was hilarious. rehman thought he was joking, laughed, and stuart went mentalllll. haha.
love him. <3
then i get a phonecall. at like, half 9 or 10. that caly + a big gang went after liam. haha. heard the whole story.
i love how much that boy cares for me. :]
he msgd me an everything the next day.
he's amazing.
best pallllz.
and wullie, mccreadie + dene n all that. didn't know they cared at all. :] haha. <3
school's been good.
wee gigles n all that. :]
some wee first year. honest to god. 3ft. pure gittin wide.
dafty.
xx
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[05 Sep 2006|03:31pm] |
this is bollocks :(
hannah's moved.
and now, my sister's moving to new york to be with her man :(:(
fsss.
she tells me she's moving. then sends ;
"If luck is a raindrop, I send you a shower. If hope is a minute, I send you an hour. If happiness is a leaf, I give you a tree & if you need a friend, you'll always have me x"
i'm losing everyone.
:(
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